October 31, 2010
uneasy feeling ! huhh !
hoollaaa ~~~ aku bukan setakat tergelincir,tersadong batu then jatoh . but now aku rse cm aku tergelincir,tersadong,terjatoh lepas tuh tercampak masuk dalam gaung :)) teruk kan ?? sebab if aku jatuh tersadong ade probability aku ta tak kan tercalar lgsg . myB aku just kne kebas pasir yg melekat kat tangan and soon the pain will cease . TAPI ................................ keadaan if jtoh tersadong tercmpk msuk gaung . sure cedere parah n silap silap ...... m a t i ! hmm .. that's bout it . now aku rse aku dgn dye makin jaoh but dye ta perasan pun . dye busy ! dye ta pna ksa kan aku ! so aku makin jaoh pun dye ta perasan . myb kalau aku hilang seminggu dye bwu perasan *toh pun dgn pekataan myb [KALAU] :) senang ke na hilang kan diri ? mungkin ta . but sometymes kite just te pke na lari kan diri. kite bukan niat na larikan diri . cume kite na get away for awhile sebab ade masalah . so mase jee yg buleh betulkan ? yehh ! exactly ^^ awak sgt baikk gn owg . kadang kadang awk jdik terlalu caring n kadang kadang awk toh garang sgt *selalu ckp dgn nada suare yg tgi kat owg . dgn hati yg kecik besar nih owg trime jee dgn seiklas mgkin . TAPI....... satu ! awk ta ckop understanding . awk selalu salahkan owg when owg cite hape hape kat awk . sedih jugak bile org yg kite syg cm tuh but watt can i say just sedap kan ati sendri dgn pke yg positif . yee ! owg dah mule syg kan awk eventhough owg ta penah g tau awk but i suppose u know that rite ?? when i create u like someone that really special in my life . and for sure u're the ONE that could really means for me . but i felt uneasy nowaday . u treat me like im not important for you at all . i have no idea if this feeling is just a such loser thing but seriously this is watt my feeling said's . if u doesn't love me anymore . pless lah . pless let me know . owg ta na trus mengharap something yg sia sia . i didn't want hurt for a twice . once im hurt that is enough for me . im tired to be hypocrite just to make my self happy ! but eventhough its very hurt my heart but i'll suppose to be strong as i can . i just hope u're the onlyONE that come ang make my life more more wonderful like before :))